/r9k/ - ROBOT9999

meddies now

Got a get on a sad loser incel board award

>>44447
obsessed with sad losers award

checkarino!

That's 5 4's! i hope it made your day!

that sounds really tough. I think you should try to find fulfillment other than social relationships. I have autism too so I understand what you mean when you say it takes energy just to socialize. maybe try starting a project, or doing self-improvement for (You) instead of for others. become the person you want to be, not what you think people expect you to be. I know it sounds cliche but it's true. I cant really help you with the sleep part but it seems like feeling empty is your real problem.

TL/DR: focus on your exams first, work with the doctors after the exams to taper off of the medication.


>>44267 (OP)
>tw flanders bro are you an actual 'teen ? or you're like a 30 year old who came across the bald man glasses website r9k board somehow?

I am MUCH older than you guys think. The first time i came to the sharty i got a weird "disable lan intrusion" message and backed off. Then the 4cuck hack occurred. I have been wondering the net for a long time. I assumed that most of you guys were teens and have no father figures. sharty /pol/ was homosexual. Thankfully one of the old strong holds was rediscovered and research is being resumed there. The flanders posts just happened. There is this weirdness to memes where the good ones organically happen. I can't explain it.

One weird thing i have noticed with the ai and the llms: they progress at the same rate as memes. When the memes change, then the llms and AI seem to get better. I don't understand this. Might be a redherring and i am seeing too much into this. the world's an interesting place when you pay attention to it.

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I took the meds back and nothing changed and it's even worse now. for some reason the other meds are less/more potent or something? I don't understand anything at all anymore. I,m not even trying to understand the metaphysics of the meds and trying to look for signs or the next strategy to remove them. I'm taking them back and I know that if i redo everything like i did before, i will get good sleep again, but WHENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN . i am so fucked oh my god i ruined everything. it'S been 2 days and nothing's changed.


Before, i had motivation, i had the spirit, the will, willpower or whatever. this kept me going even in the toughest of times. but now that i not only lost the battle against medication, AND my sleep is probably stil lfucked for a week, i've lost all hope. all motivation is gone. everything is gone. every day is pure torture and dread. i don'T enjoy any fucking thing at all since i can't do anything.

whenever i had insomnia the only thing i could do was gooning (which i hate because porn is evil but at least it makes the time pass and gives me some dopamine) and browse da shardee. but now i don't enjoy it. i don't enjoy anything at all and i just stare at the wall for the entire day. i 'm pretty sure i ruined everything and if tomorrow doesn't get better I'll fucking kill myself.


the meds aren't even that bad too, it's heavier (side effects, dependence) than melatonin but lighter than anything else you would get over the counter. the only side effects i get is that i somewhat have troubles peeing in the morning and it may give me hangnails.

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i'm in a dilemma :

keep the meds and wait for it to go back to normal
don't take the meds and use the progress you did to have good sleep

which one would be faster? I don't know

i also wonder flanders, why are you helping us ? you've been in the navy, you've probably got a kid maybe (or not), a wife? a job? why do you spend your finite time out of helping us? aren't you selfish like the rest of us? why are you wasting your precious time on us? is it because you want to volunteer to help people but only want to help non leftists/wokists/nwo enthusiasts ? or is it because you want to help people who can be helped (unlike drug addicted homeless people who are hopeless and doomed)? what about helping animals?

>>44425
Does your doctor know? I'd make an appointment, with everything written down, about what happened. They do this for a living, they should have far better tricks then i do. Let them know why you are upset, about the exams.

Next calm down. Panic helps with getting that rush of energy you need to flee or fight, but that's it. I am getting a hunch that it's more than just medicine, that you got some exam stress. That's good because it drives you to work towards studying, but at this level it's holding you back. Take some deep breaths to get the blood circulating, drink a glass of water. Set up a study schedule, talk to TA's and teachers about what you are studying, why, and let them know your situation, and do your best.

>whenever i had insomnia the only thing i could do was gooning
Been there, done that. Gooning messes with your dopamine and i think serotonin, key sleep chemicals. Double checking on the internet and apparently it's: dopamine, oxytocin, and endorphins.

If it's NOT helping then don't do it. Easier said then done i know. Try counting backwards? I had a lot of sleep trouble over the years, and it gave me some problems too. The doctor said lifting and exercise so try that?

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Is this bait? it is a nice day so i might go fishing. But just in case

What do you know about her? What was the first movie she saw in a theater? who was the first president she voted for? What was her first car she drove? When did she first experience loss?

A few days? i think you are thinking with your pecker and not your brain friend.

Cool down, calm down, take things slow and see if you can build love with her. You can't run off into the sunset and live on a farm in the prairie anymore like they did in the old days. Times are complicated.

Friend, i have seen so many poor men marry the first foid that gave them a blow job, and i NEVER saw anything good happen as a result. I once knew a pretty chill guy, who married a stripper. I thank God in heaven he was able to recover from that, become a phlebologist, and get himself to the point in life he can drive a bmw.

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>>44415
of course not yet lmao i just say that to equip myself with the proper mindset, also its not just thinking with my woody if i was doing that i'd fuck men and troons(i'm half a faggot yea yea)

>>44416
stop pushing your weird cuck fetish on this board man

RULES :

first week: kisses
one month : sex
2 months: evaluate the relationship, is it a good or bad one, do you want to continue being with this person now that you know them? if not breakup
3 months: parent introduction (if you live with your parents (hopefully cause you're a teen ), otherwise wait for a few years)
6 months: start sharing intimate things like money or lending objects or netflix accounts
1 year: reevaluate the relationship again
2 years: only then can you even THINK about marrying

>>44428
Crazy to think she'd be getting railed by black men throughout all of that

hope she gets bred by a filthy nigger with a greasy, hung BBC

why is masturbation bad again? why not just jerk off with no porn?

>>43467 (OP)
>what do I do?
Become very ill, do that by fucking over your blood levels to the point you need painkillers to function.
I'm chronically ill and I get high simply so I can be in the mood to fap, otherwise I'm completely asexual.

did you goon to 'p? or why the extreme shame? You can just start all over again, 2 weeks is literally nothing.

>>43467 (OP)
You’re worthless and you deserve to suffer.

Cause of your problems problably isn't masturbation. If your life is going well you problably wi calm down and obsess over porn less.

it's called natural sexual urges. just jerk it once in a while and stop the porn.

It's a good day to go fishing, so sure, i will check out this bait. This isn't going to be some sort of internet horror with the pie is it?

Did you bake it yourself OP? looks like a pudding pie? or an Amish cream pie where you opted to put the cream around the edge of the crust instead of on top. Never tried that.

As to eating the whole pie, try sharing. otherwise have a slice a day. I like a slice of coffee with some unsweetened coffee and a dash of milk.

Thanks for sharing your hobby and growth with us. I tried blender a while back, and i found it overwhelming.

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/SmoafiVeNHs

read the comment section

I sat on a jury for a guy who molested boys between the age of 4 and 16. He was a foster dad and teachers aide. The principal of the school testified that he was such a nice guy, and would have never done what he was being accused of. He got life in prison.

teacher… theres a certain faggot that i know whos a teacher, or pretends to be one

Evil doesn’t need a reason just an opportunity.

the groomed becomes the groomer

so true

so many females these days are becoming groomers

a predator presenting pornography to their victim is a way of enticing sexual behavior onto them, in a sense, it paints a image of them having sex with their victims

Read simon dovey's eye of the chickenhawk
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SUZgDJ7_q94


You know, i used to joke that "no one ever offered me drugs growing up, where were these free drugs"

Now it hits, Jesus now it hits. That's what the groomers were doing. That's what the PSA's were warning about and i just didn't understand because i was a kid and those were also aimed at the parents too! It's been going on for a long time too. Right when the "sexual revolution" hit.

Because we are older, we can pick up on things that the kids don't. It's why the elsagate stuff creeps me out as i don't think that's algorithm farming but something worse.

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Just don't be a beta-male gooner

men tend to overstate the importance of sex in relationships. relations are meant to be mundane.

learn about the juggernaut law

it's a juggernaut world, you just live in it

reddit is for bots to talk to each other and sell each other crap.

The best answer is age. Let me explain this to you, as you have been poisoned by reddit degeneracy: Married minded people marry, everyone else fucks around. When a marriage minded man finds a marriage minded woman, they get married and that's it. They are permanently removed from the dating pool. They are that 50% in the divorce stats that are the ones that don't get divorced.

the red pill would screech about awalt, but they completely miss nuance. They would screech about finding unicorns but their flaw was approaching women rationally, and there is NOTHING rational about women. That's why they were so damned confused when it came to women.

This guy does not want a relationship, he wants to pump and dump. Sounds cool right? Except i have NEVER seen these guys hold on to success for any amount of time. Think about how many women are absolutely batraisin insane, and these guys are going around and getting to know tons of them? Then consider how much effort, money, and time goes into this. It's a lifestyle, it's a life style that drains you in similar ways to being an alcoholic, junky, or over eating. Instead of chasing a dragon you are chasing ass.

So you overcome it by really asking yourself what you want. Then you determine if what you want is what you need, or even good for you. Wanting to drink 5 gallons of gin is NOT something you need nor is it good for you.

The prodigal son was forgiven, because the Prodigal son realized his mistake. Granted, he had to hit rock bottom, some of us are stupid like that. Yes his brother was right to call out that bullraisin, but he was too busy being angry to realize that he dodged a firing squad of bullets by living a clean lifestyle.

>>44248 (OP)
>redditpost
>avatarfag with an unoriginal braindead take
>every other reply is written by a dejected circus freak

This belongs on /nate

>>44340 (OP)
The social value of a grotesque nigger baboon like the one pictured is thousands of times higher than that of the average robot.

Just how old are you, and do you speak the language?

How are you trapped in that living situation? are they stealing your money? Life has it's ups and it's downs. i know it's easy to lose hope but in those situations you sit and think and work on a way out.

>>44355 (OP)
You’re weak and a coward. You could flee to whatever eastern bloc raisinhole your heart desires and you’d still find a way to fuck it up. Grow up whiny bitch.

is she your boyfriend’s wife?

i wanna kiss her kitty and her bunny

>>44381
anything to piss you off, i will do

anything you do to piss me off, will only drive you further into the dark abyss

>>44251
this is why you are single anon

>>44251
This friend may be correct. He is correct about women being dried grapes. That's fact backed by history, religion, and science.

>>44241 (OP)
Friend you may have walked right into the spider's web.

>>shes a fucking 11/10
No.
Women wear more makeup than clowns. It's why it's called "make up" because they are "making up an elaborate lie about their beauty" Gets worse with the filters.

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>>44253
>Anon
Go back to xitter
Women are not human

>>44260
See? Flanders guy knows how it goes

online dating is not dating
she might as well not be real

bump of humilliation

i thought WE were supposed to get married!!!!