/x/ - Paranormal/Schizo

My first year of college I took a lot of recreational psychedelics like lsd and mushrooms and such with friends whenever we hanged out one of those friends supplied me with Salvia and told me to try it sometime the next day after the function where this happened I decided to take it and my world went completely tit's up at first I knew I was going on a trip and was delusional but after awhile I just excepted my new reality and when I woke up I continued living my life and such until about a month later when I was unboxing a new TV I found no tv in the box but artifacts of when I was tripping it was then I realized none of that was real and I was still tripping and the past month meant nothing things got a lot scarier after that it seemed like were demonic entities tormenting me and I particularly remember this tall white entity with spindly fingers and glowing yellow eyes when I actually sobered up I was shaken by this experience and turned away from psychedelics after words the first year of college went by pretty fast got a gf broke off the relationship but things were pretty normal until this one day when I was playing factorio and then I heard something I turn around and I see something white diffusing through the wall like it wasn't effected by things in this physical reality and after it passed through the wall it was that same white figure from my trip I was immediately terrified and confused it then ran towards me shrieked picked me up tossed me on the bed then it started beating me up and it called me a nigger then it pulled out it's bwc and raped me ass till I felt it prolapse and I felt warm running jizz fill my anus and I blacked out I even remember cumming on my bed don't judge not a fag when this happened then I woke up and my pants were down no sign of the entity I knew it all happened though cuz I saw my cum on my bed and I'm at a loss what to think and if I cam trust my own mind or if this actually happened and there are demonic entities that torment people in this world help me make sense of this