/x/ - Paranormal/Schizo

vril isnt real you got raped by groyper faggots when you were 12
also dont talk to ewhore demons just jack off like the animal you are

>>12417
>also dont talk to ewhore demons just jack off like the animal you are
porn is bad for you, at least this is a real woman and its not like we are in a relationship or super close or some raisin.

and i am more than just an animal, we have a divine essence and will return to that eternal infinite divinity when we pass, i don't want to waste my seed and life essence and imbalance my hormones or have my life essence stole my a demon and have something fucked up put in its place

if you are not here to help me keep my life force safe fuck off and worship the black cube materialist cuck, the demiurge will destroy your soul and you be stuck in this cycle of suffering.

>>12427
i never told you to watch porn
i also never said you are just an animal, but you have animal instincts. sexual desire, like the desire to eat, is one of these instincts and isnt inherently evil
but watching porn and talking to ewhores will destroy your soul and will separate you from God (who is the demiurge that you claim to despise)

>>12394 (OP)
Paying for whores puts your soul directly in Hell.

>>12394 (OP)
>put this spilled seed to use?
you must return the vril somehow back into your body. it's loaded with nutrients and minerals and pure chi.

This whole comment section is stupid, you are both wrong…

Go ahead, masturbate and attempt to feel good about the fact that you jacked off. The entire question from the beginning was flawed, so I will not bother replying in a way that is helpful in helping you feel good about such a terrible path. I would know, I've been victim to succubi as well. They drain your chi and then leave once you become a hollow husk. I don't think you're man enough to drink your semen, just make it a habit to only coom once a month. I don't want you going weeks without then feeling bad and gooning every day, it's just important to keep consistency and use the 27 days of power to grow.

>>12446
oh raisin if i can just eat my cum and return it back thats what i always do when i masturbate

>>12394 (OP)
eat your cum to maximise vril energy

this nigga spills his seed for pixels. truly the lastman

>>12808
still haven't came but plan to next time i do since thats what i always do

>>12814
its not like i have any playboy or a real woman with me. would it be better to just use my imagination?


im still hoping for some sigils or rituals to help me that are already energized by others using and promoting them

>acknowledging ethots
Ngmi

>>13045
use your imagination. imagine something you want to give your energy to, like a goal or an ideal relationship with a woman or anything really. then meditate on it while you masturbate, this is the only way I can think of to use your vril to energize something worthwhile without having sex

>>13077
thank you, finally a direct answer.