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What grade are you in? Or is this college? I am not familiar with stop day. Friend, i have NOT played counterstrike in 20 years… I wonder how much has changed? Games for me vary over the years. back then it was morrowind, then oblivion, then f03, new vegas was a disappointment but boy did it age well!, then skyrim, then kenshi and 7d2d. Still on 7d2d…
What are you afraid of? Why not go out an just look around? Is it a money thing? is it a social anxiety thing? Are you worried about your grades?
I found resentment is best saved for the ones that wronged me, and i used it as a tool to get myself out of that situation. Have the normies wronged you? Just put the game down, wear something you are comfortable with, take a look around, and just look. Have you given them a reason to hate you? if not then odds are the normies won't be too judgmental. You youngins are NOT as cruel as my generation was. Whoa boy do i get schadenfreude watching those feminists just implode in their 40s.
What is the worst that can happen? If they ask why you don't go out to these events don't do an anime villain monologue but be short and honest: just didn't want to.
Don't be afraid to leave your comfort zone. That's how you grow and find new things.