/r9k/ - ROBOT9999

was good until you made it about pissrael, no one cares about sand monkey politics

>>43492 (OP)
Had a rough day?

>>43493
i hope your thoughts are as unbothered as now when a hamas operation center is found under your house

>>43494
months

>>43497
What happened during these months?

>>politicians are retarded
>>half the planet acting like they dont think israel is doing a genocide
Hang yourself

>>43500
youre not gonna empatize with me i am an unloveable freak, this is my stupid chilean life

>>43502
I don’t try to show empathy, I’m just bored
But I am kinda interested what exactly made you write this long post about how you hate everyone and everything
Just spit your thoughts out, it might make you feel a bit better chuddy

>>43506
holy chud, your humility has changed my mood a bit, ok so

>i spent three or more years turning myself into someone sociable
>dressing more colorful, using shorts, not wearing a beanie 24/7
>started faking interest in randos or friends
>i get so many friends and acquaintaces from faking this PC persona
>not really faking, i really was for womens rights and inclusion and raisin at one point
>get unholy amounts of sex by faking
>get a good paying job bc pc persona is so trendy and IKEA likes that
>met GF
>she helps me through most of mi issues, at least to the point where i can explain why i feel some sort of way
>ff, she leaves
>i dont know what to do
>cry, beat my head against the wall and gave myself a concussion
>then i got a 'crazy week'
>every friend i made wanted to fuck me or my gf or wanted to be my friend bc of pc persona
>this is when the pc mask slipped
>i was out with a gal and she was raisinalking a guy she met bc he wouldnt pay for her food
>then she starts rambling about how most men are insecure poor and she likes real men like her ex
>a married 56yo guy who got his fortune by pinochets miracle (corruption)
>i burst out laughing calling her a dumb cunt goldigger
>she has literally nothing to offer but her body
>she hasnt even finished high school at 22
>has no idea what taxes even are

i dont know where i was going, i got angry and lost it

idk man, the last months specifically have been hard, i cant keep track of what im doing, i get random bursts of anger when i see raisin that should not happen, the world should be beautiful, people should be nice, my entire childhood everyone told me things were good and nice, my parents, my school my country the movies, yet we all stand against each other, looking for self gain at cost of others, i think my mind is just not built to understand the horrors of the human race, or maybe i am too capable, i just want to have a family, i want to raise my child, to see them grow into good people, i want to provide, i want people to depend on me, and to depend on others, why is this such an extreme dream

>>43507
So basically you were wearing a mask of a normie just to socialise
What is your true self then?

>>43509
i do not give the time to morons
i do not try to be liked by people that do not deserve to have an opinions
i dislike unopinionated people, not npcs but people that dont have an opinion, repeating an opinion is not having one but if they can repeat the arguments for their opinion too i dont dislike them only for that
i dont let peoples mistakes go unpunished, which is usually me berating them on why are you like that, which leads to conflict because i can argument whatever i say to the point i could be objectively wrong (and have been) and no one can say nothing to me because they cant disprove my point, which leads to physical discussions
i tend to thrive in violent enviroments, and know how to fight bc i got into so many fights when younger (not a pro fighter just an experienced fistfighter)
i love honesty and transparency, which are not the same
i get a sense of warmth when people just tell me what they want or what they think, makes me want to tell them what i want/think
but nowadays wanting something not sponsored by their corporate overlords is just wrong so
they all fake wanting world peace and for everyone to be well off
i want power
i want to rule over these troglodites, i want to teach them where they went wrong
or why they have a certain problem
i hate knowing people live in ignorance
blaming meaningless raisin for their day to day problems
its not the venezuelans taking your jobs
its the bussinessmen bringing them here, giving them your jobs
its not the 'left' stealing from the goverment
its the goverment being stolen by these multinational corporations
its not the fachos (fascists) idolatring a literal coward usurper, its the bussinesmen who made the education plans and school distribution system (for funds and children)
i want my country to thrive, but they fear my means
the problem is i am as transparent as i can so
if i find brute force and submission to be a viable strategy people think im a fascist nazi and want to kill everyone
but i just want to remove the bad apples
i want to nurture the good ones
i want to plant the seeds
that will grow into the tree that
holds the Chile i dream of

>>43508
I hope you’re not in your late 20s because this is a mindset of a child.
Yeah the world is full of “bad” things, get over it, it’s natural for humans to commit awful raisin.
But the “good” things you listed like a loving family and children do exist too, it’s not some “extreme dream”. People want and can do good things, it’s natural too.
Your problem is that instead of doing and caring about something you can do and control you whine about politicians doing something you don’t like

>>43492 (OP)
>23
nahh unc is to old to be here 💀
no wife and kidss and one foot n the grave 🥀🥀

>>43515
I just saw that you're actually 23, well maybe it’s not so bad.
Anyways, just don’t waste your emotions and energy on damn global problems. You can’t do anything about it. Focus on things that are closer to you. Trust me, you don’t want this political bullraisin

TL/DR: Congratulations! you really tested my patience, and that's through the internet.

>gf cheated and left
Not a lot of details here. Like how long were you dating, where did you meet, what type was she, etc etc.


>>43514
>>43508

>i do not give the time to morons
I am trying to be patient here, but: Have you read what you posted? for having GF trouble you have gone into this long drawn out tirade on not just the sharty, but the sharty r9k. You don't come off as really devastated. IS this a "My gf cheated and ran off" or a "man i just need to vent" Venting is fine, it's healthy to vent.

I am going to tell you the honest truth: You have been holding yourself back with an inflated ego and no self introspection. You say you have no time for morons, but what metrics do you have to show that you are not a moron? What accomplishments have you made?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LR_5NsZ-wfw


>i spent three or more years turning myself into someone sociable
You tried to be someone you were not, and the problem when we try to be fake people, is that we forget those people are not real. Actors can get away with it because of suspension of disbelief. Well you were not on TV or the stage, you were in real life. Of course it did not work out. Of course it imploded. A two hour movie costs millions of dollars to produce. You tried to play a character with out the budget for a longer time.

No raisin it ended poorly. I think deep down that's why you are angry. It's not that you are afraid to be yourself, it's that you don't know who you are.

Why do you lift? why did you study? What the hell is this "career" and how is it fulfilling?

You bad mouth ants, everyone is gangsta until the ants decide they have had enough of your bullraisin then they swarm you. Fire ants bite AND sting. There is a billion dollar pesticide industry just for ants. Ant's have a strong familiar bond and will avenge their fallen. That's why if i pick a fight with ants i make sure to leave no survivors.

>the world is a cruel place
Always has been, and it will always be. For every innovation to improve our lives, scientists balanced it out with innovations in SUCK. WE can't fix the world, we can only fix our interactions with it. I try to be kind to others, and for the most part it is contagious and it does spread. But BOY does it get hard sometimes.

>>43525
>wordswordswords ants are pretty cool actually
I can stand behind that message

>>43525
Blackpillers aren't gonna like this one ned. We don't like truthbombs around here.