>>43704>I never liked that my father was a fucking drunk who barely contributed to the home. From a very young age I learned that I would be the man of the house for the same reason.Same, although I wouldn't say that I dreamed about fucking my mother but I did have some weird fantasies back in the day.
It's admirable that you love your mother and support her, but don't let those perverted thoughts control you.
And it's okay to have at least one fucked up fetish at your age (especially if you're a chudcel like everyone here), everyone makes mistakes. What truly matters is that it will pass eventually if you don't let it consume you. Even you understand that it's wrong.
I'm sure your mother wants best for you and she wouldn't be happy if you gave in to such disgusting lust, you're the only man she can rely on, please don't let her down