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Just embrace it and eventually you'll move on
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>>42732 (OP)try to stop jerking off at all, try to stop thinking about all of it, UNDERSTAND that is within your biology to have sex with a women, slightly younger than you, who is of healthy child bearing age, WHO YOU ARE NOT RELATED TO.
<THIS IS WHAT RESIDES IN YOUR BONES, KNOW IT, WHEN YOU ARE TRYING TO NOT JERK OR THINKING ABOUT JERKIN
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>>42732 (OP)idk man I just think having a woman I can project to be the mother of my kids is kinda healthy
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>>42732 (OP)my mom is fat and ugly so i don't have this problem
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don't jerk off to anything, eventually it'll go away. I have a vore fetish but I stopped jerking off and now I can get hard from regular things, even if I still think about vore raisin.
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Freud is right
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>>42767How long did it take you to get hard from regular things?
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>>42776like a week. though even when I used to jerk off I was able to get hard fro regular porn, including mom-son incest, and I still think about all of it.
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>>42778Hm, I wonder if there's any hope for me, then. I can only get hard from mom-son porn. I'm unable to get hard by anything else. Will I just become asexual if I quit jerking off?
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Repent for forgiveness, lest you be excluded from God's kingdom
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>>42787Can everything be forgiven? Does God forgive all sins?
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>>42790I’m not the anon you responded to but I would like to answer regardless
>Can everything be forgiven? Does God forgive all sins?As far as I know - yes, pretty much everything. But your repentance for the sins must be genuine
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>>42741fuck you nigger god made me want to fuck OLDER WOMEN who are NEARING MENOPAUSE, that WILL PRETEND WE ARE RELATED
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>>42795>But your repentance for the sins must be genuineThanks for your reply Anon, I appreciate it. I think this is the hard part, a part of you want to stop but another wants to indulge. Porn addiction can be a nightmare
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>>42801You’re welcome, anon.
Tbh I can’t call myself Christian yet. I’m just starting to get into religion. The reason I started to be interested about it in the first place is my realisation that I do something wrong with my life.
The thing I like about Christianity is the fact that a literal God still believes in you and loves you no matter how low you think about yourself. Even if you failed miserably there’s always hope. It may sound weird but this thought makes me push myself forward
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>>42803I'm really happy to hear that Anon. Yes, you should strive to become better but don't be too hard on yourself, once you realize your mistakes repent and do penance to amend your life but once you're done, forgive yourself because you are no longer the same person who commited that sin in the first place. That realization was a blessing, I struggle seeing my own sins or seeing them for what they are
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>>42801>I think this is the hard part, a part of you want to stop but another wants to indulge. Porn addiction can be a nightmareWhenever I have the urges I try to distract myself by reading scriptures. Recently I got a small book with the entirety of New Testament and Psalms. It’s actually convenient to carry around in a pocket, it’s really that small
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>>42806Thank you for kind words man, I appreciate that. But enough about me, what about your experience with religion?
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>>42810I'm glad they helped!
Personally my experience with religion was positive. As a kid I was a christian but I went through childhood trauma so I couldn't allow myself to forgive and I was mostly led by anger. But as time went on I realized that Jesus went through humilliation, hate, violence… and He still decided to die for the people who hated Him out of love; that's when I realized there was another way.
So I decided to stay away from my path of hatred and I'm still on that journey, letting go of my ego and anger which is what made me push forward all those years is hard, and the concept of letting go and trust in God completely, while I know it's the right thing, it's extremely hard for me. So I have this back and forth between my ego and weakness and me deep down knowing better
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>>42808Thanks Anon, I bring a rosay and sometimes I say the Jesus prayer, it also helps if you wanna try it at some point too
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>>42811Your journey kinda resonates with me, I understand this tension between knowing what’s right and still battling with ego and old wounds.
It takes a lot of strength to let anger go considering the trauma. But I’m sure you’ll find balance and peace in your feelings. Peace be with you anon
>>42812Also thanks for the suggestion, gotta give it a shot
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>>42815Thanks Anon, likewise. I think the key is being honest with God and yourself. Also you shouldn't repress your feelins in the sense that, while you should not indulge in them, you should allow those repressed emotions to come to the surface so you can process them and present them to God
I will pray for you Anon
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>>42785you'll probably just become more normal and have regular sexual desires. God bless you bro.
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>>42826Fingers crossed Anon, thank you for your encouraging words
God bless you too
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>>42732 (OP)maybe stop having a porn addiction?
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Probably should kys before you become the next Chris Chan
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>>42732 (OP)search for a foid who looks like your mom (fat and obese)