>>100130I've always been obsessed with the idea of black men having sex with white women because it inverts my entire worldview, creating a kind of erotic charge that I both fear and fetishize. By indulging in these fantasies, I both confront and reinforce my fears. The scenario of a white man being humiliated by a black man serves as both a nightmare and a confirmation of my worldview.
Oftentimes our sexual fantasies and fetishes articulate our anxieties, so while publicly I may speak of dominance, privately, I'm exploring fantasies of submission.